Yah, I had to be at the airport! It's always something, as Gilda Radnor would say.
Always something! Isn't that the truth.
Oh, and always around the holidays. Isn't that the time they say brings out the best worst in people? In my immediate circle that so rings true. Let's revisit the holidays....shall we?
Last year the poor hubs was not doing so well over here at Casa la Christy....yes, the poor man went into the hospital the Wednesday before Thanksgiving and never came home.Yes, true story. This was also the time that the Oldest daughter decided to tell me she was moving on with her life. Leaving the husband behind, never mind for better or worse, that's the way it was going to be. Excuse me? Your father is not doing well, do we have to be talking about your (very much alive) life? Oh, and now, while he is not doing well? Can this not wait? Oh no! I should have a life, I deserve better, I want more for myself and my kids! Let's see....is he beating you? That would be a no! OK, does he have another woman? That would be a negative. Oh, then surely he must be a secret alcoholic....Yah, that would also be a no. Oy, then what the hell is it that gives you the urge to burden me with more shit? I deserve better. Um, ok, better than what? What the hell did the guy do? He works too much. Okaaayyyy, I get it. He's trying to support you and the kids. Yep, definitely a deal breaker in my book. WTF is going on here?
Better yet, where the hell did I fail? It's always the mother, right? What the hell did I do to impart the whole "he works too much" let's get a divorce attitude? OMFCHH!!! Annndddd, it doesn't end there. We are picking up right where we left off last year, save for the dying husband/father.
I may have to kill her yet! Seriously, how in the hell can I let her live in good conscience?I would be doing her a horrible injustice if I let her live. Please tell me you agree with me. Save for the whole murder/jail-time thing.
Only kidding...maybe.
Hey, that felt good. To vent! I do realize in the whole scheme of things and life, this too shall pass once I kill her because as a very wise person my mother once told me "you can do anything if you know it's not forever". Hell, I'm trying! Sure feels like forever though. Just sayin' cause I'm not getting any younger. Whatever!
Poor Anissa, lately she is putting all my schizzle into perspective for me. A stroke! At age 35. Holy shit!!! They have 3 small kids, WTF...why??? I ask God every night why? The girl is awesome. Good people, Why??? I just have to keep praying. Maybe it is to give us all some insight as to what our lives could be like. Don't know! So very sad. Pray, and hard!!!
There really is a God, whatever you perceive him/her to be. My life was a total shit-storm before I even had this shit-storm that has become my life...seriously, I should not even be here! Complaining about my bratty 39 year old...BRAT!!!
Keep up with me, changing subjects now. The BEARS suck!!! Seriously, the NEW YORK Yankees they are not! Us New Yorkers, we are a tough breed! I love me my Bears...but they just suck. Or management sucks or whatever.
Work tomorrow. Why? Enough on that.
Company on Tuesday for Thanksgiving. That would be my son and his wife. They have now "moneyed up" and think they don't need anyone. Oy, let's all wait for that bubble to burst, shall we? Yah, cause you know it will. We all need someone. Just sayin', you heard it heard first!
Let's see... oh yeah, that leaves us with the younger daughter. All I can say for her is just PRAY...real hard! Her life is a total train-wreck as well. Not so much in a bad, horrible way, but still. All the old boyfriends making her life hell. The girl is good people, it will come ...as long as she can hang in there. Against all odds!
But, Hey....Life is good, No? As I said before, You can do anything if you know it's not forever. It isn't forever, is it? Please tell me this too shall pass. Humor me, m'kay!
This my friends is why I pay the big bucks to typepad. They let me vent, they don't judge, you are not judging me, are you? You best not be. We all have a few skeletons in the closet, right?
Alrighty then. I think I'm done, for now. Gosh, I sure needed that, thanks for listening and/or reading. Whatever. Off to finish my day as I started it, with housework.
Have a very Happy Thanksgiving. I'm sure we can all find lots to be thankful for, remember Anissa. Pray, hard!
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